So have I mentioned that I have a million gazillion pop-ups?  Like so many that when I try to shut down my computer I can't because things keep on popping up.  I downloaded the google popup blocker toolbar thing and it doesn't work.  So someone told me that I have spyware on my computer.  So I bought an anti-spyware software thing-y . . .and it cleaned out like a ton of stuff, but I still have a ton of stuff, and constantly get more stuff!!!!  WHAT TO DO?!  it's an endless cycle!!!!!  *sigh*  the frustrations of life.

When I am busy at work, I like to get in at 7:30 so I can get a head start on stuff . . .I am not as busy anymore, but I still get in around 7:30, when most everyone else gets in at 9.  Does anyone else see something wrong with this picture?

So earlier this month, time was going by really slow, I think because there was all this stuff I was anticipating at the end of the month (mainly having to move).  But now, I feel like before I know it, I will have to have my entire apartment packed up and ready to move!!!!  I have to change all my addresses, re-setup all the bills, and so on.  I'm getting tired thinking of it.  I will retire to my nice comfy bed now . .. nite

ARG, irritation!  I think I have definitely been overusing that word lately.  So I just got a phone call from Lexus and she was like, we're running really behind and we won't be able to get your car to you today . . .so of course I tell her that I am only here for the weekend and the next time I could come back is next Saturday, do I get to keep the loaner car at no charge?  She is supposed to call me back to see if they can put my car in front of everyone elses so it will be done today.  She has not called me back.  ANNOYING  

"Impossible.  A word that only exists in the dictionary of fools."

Haha, there is this dry cleaners (supposedly dry cleaners to the stars ) next to my work that always puts these random cheesy quotes up on it's billboard thing.  This is the latest. 

(ok, I hope I can articulate this message well. .. )  So after graduation and I guess during the first year of working, relationships in my life changed . . .a lot.  Many people that were such a big part of my life in college were all of a sudden nowhere to be found, and not by the fault of anybody in particular, but in the least, you could say that the relationships/friendships in my life changed, whether it be to certain events, distance, etc.  It kind of took me a long time to get used to these changes, getting used to the idea that some people weren't going to be as big a part of my life as they were before.  Anyways, I could go on about this subject forever, I've only just grazed the top  .. . but the reason I guess I started thinking about this was the departure of my friend JASE (does anyone remember why I started calling him that?!  i think it's because he called me some weird nickname . . .but i can't remember)

So it's kind of funny because even though Jason will now be like 3000 miles away instead of 50, I will probably still see him just as often. . . and thanks to the internet, I will probably communicate with him no less than before.  So of course, thinking about Jason leaving brought back good old memories from UCLA.  Here are just a few:

1.  I dedicate 1/3 of my sophomore year weight gain to Jason (the other 2/3 goes to Isaac and Steve).  I do not think I have ever eaten more Jack in the Box/McDonalds/fast food than in that year when I had my car at school.  We never ate in the dorms, but I could always rely on a trusty phone call from the three boys about what fatty foods we would be consuming that night . . ..

2. which brings us to our second memory, remember that worker at Jack in the Box that mocked the way I said "thank you" and "please"?!?!?!?  and remember how it happened on two seperate occassions?!  hahahaha

3.  Going along with the valley girl theme from #2, I still cannot believe that Jason (and come to mention it, Steve as well), had never heard GAG ME WITH A SPOON until I said it!!!!!   I mean come on!  How would even my crazy mind come up with that one on my own.  haha

4.  I remember when I got mad at Jason in the halls of Bunche for copying my econ homework.  haha.  I don't even remember what made me so pissed that one time, but til this day Steve will bring up that incident whenever someone says something about copying homework or cheating in college, or just about me being pissy in general.  It's always "yea, this one time Annie totally bitched at Jason for copying her econ homework!"  haha.  I know he must have been thinking three letters that all females hate . . P-M-S. 

5.  I cannot believe that despite the fact that we had all of the essay questions for Econ 107, I still got a C+.  To make things worse, I cannot believe that Jason I think got a B!!!!  We were supposed to be in it together!  All I have to say is you are lucky I made those last minute note cards with the answers on them!  You could not imagine my shock when I look over during the final and see them hidden in your bluebook!  *sigh* those were the days . . .

Ok, that's enough memories for now.  My brain is tired.  You'd think after 4 days off I'd be rested and ready to go back to work, but nope.  I may be rested, but I am definitely not ready to go back to work!!!!

Ok, so I am obsessive and have tendencies to be very anxious.  I don't think that's a good combination! 

I should start organizing my stuff for my move . . . but that would be too productive on my day off so maybe i'll just do nothing for a bit longer   I can't believe I'm moving.  Although this apartment has definitely had it's faults, I will miss it.  I actually can't believe I've lived here for so long!  I don't think it will actually hit me until I move into my new place and can't come back to this one anymore. 

So I went to the doctor's this morning for my annual physical and I told her about my extreme neck/shoulder pain . . .so she gave me a referral to a physical therapist.  I thought I had to call them, but when I got home, there was a message and it freaked me out because it was this man who was like "This message is for Annie from the UCLA rehab center [pause]"   .. . REHAB?!  haha, i'm not crippled!  although sometimes I feel like it, so maybe I am  . ..